Horny mature wants a man

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.

I want to take on a challenge, I want to see if anyone is better than me at bowling. Bowling is my greatest passion, I'm really good at it. The strikes will be flying everywhere.

I'm looking for a sports buddy who I can really push myself to be better or just someone who supports each other.

Not that I don't like it this way. I have a good life. Everything's in order. A nice house, a lovely daughter, and two adorable dogs who keep me company 24/7. But hey, none of them can replace a real man, that's true...and I just need that. How about you? Do you need company too?