Single granny wants a sexdate

The fact that my relationship is actually very boring is the reason why I am now looking for a nice man to secretly do fun things with.

I imagined my retirement differently. I thought I'd travel the world with a sweet man and only do fun things. In reality, however, things are different. I've been single for a while and hope to still find the man of my dreams.

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.

Sometimes I need a break from boring married life. I seem like a perfectly decent woman, and usually, I am. But sometimes, and this is definitely the case, I need to break free with a man who's not mine. It's basically cheating. It's exciting!