Lonely grandmother wants young men

It's strange, I never wanted a relationship because I was afraid of losing my partner to something. Dying, cheating, you name it. I see so much pain in others, I didn't want that. But suddenly I realized I'm alone now, and that's also very lonely. It would have been better if I had known true love, don't you think?

You must have it in you to give me just that little bit more joy in life so I feel even better. I'm looking forward to meeting you if you think you can give me that. I've been feeling lonely lately, and a nice man would be more than welcome.

I often hear that I look much younger than I am, which is always nice to hear, of course. Maybe I'll even have a chance to meet a much younger man. I certainly don't like stiff guys.

Maybe because I've gained some weight in recent years, my boyfriend doesn't want to have anything to do with me anymore, which I find a shame. Because I still have my needs in life.