Old grandmother wants to have sex

My life has been in a real rut lately, and I'd love to break out of it. But what's the best way to do that?

What's more fun than a buddy to do fun things with? Will I find that buddy here?

My day was incredibly boring again. I was alone all day, bored stiff. And then my husband comes home, and it's not much better. Thinking about another twenty years like this is driving me crazy. I really need a man to make my life a little more fun. And especially more exciting!

I sometimes wonder if I shouldn't have chosen a younger man. My partner is 20 years older than me; he's already lost all his zest for life, while I'm still full of it. I feel like I'm sitting on the fence; I'm looking for someone who will help me out.