Single grandmother wants to have sex

After two absolutely loveless marriages, I'm making one last attempt to share the rest of my life with a sweet and especially romantic man who knows and understands how to make a woman feel like a woman.

Things aren't going so well at home, and I think that's a real shame. I thought a relationship always grew, but now it seems to have stalled.

I'm someone who's not ashamed of anything. I'm a bit older, but that doesn't mean anything. You have to do what feels right for you, and that's how I am. I'm also still very active sexually and am looking for someone to share this with.

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.