Lustful mature wants a man

As you can see in my photos, I have short hair, unfortunately due to chemotherapy. I had beautiful, long, brown locks, and I hope to get them back someday; it's a start. The chemotherapy is over, and the doctors have told me I will definitely overcome the disease. I'm a go-getter; I prefer to look ahead, and I want to look ahead with a loving husband someday.

What you see in my profile photos is who I really am. But the question is, is there anyone out there for me? I know the saying "there's a lid for every pot," but is that really true?

No one knows my big secret: I've been good friends with a married man for years. He always held me accountable; I was far too gullible. I've learned from this; I won't make that mistake again. I definitely want to find a man, but he needs to be someone who puts me first; I won't settle for anything less.

I actually don't get much attention at home. Sometimes I think to myself, "Oh, it's normal at our age." But I completely disagree. I still feel young and fit and just want to enjoy life as much as possible. I'm too young to sit behind a window like a hothouse plant.