Lustful granny wants to date

I notice that my boyfriend feels physically older than me, and that's where the bigger differences are unfortunately coming in. While I still want to actively enjoy life, he prefers to do it from the couch.

A long time ago—it feels like a past life to me—I was abandoned during my pregnancy. The baby I was expecting had Down syndrome. My partner at the time couldn't cope and left me and his child. My child lived to be 38, and I had to let her go. Despite this immense sadness, I look back on my past with a very good feeling; she gave me so much happiness and joy. I want happiness and joy back in my life, and I hope to find it through this medium.

I really want to live life to the fullest while I can, and I think I really need to start now. Who, like me, wants to enjoy every day and do what they can when they can?

I've spent enough time with others, helped my children babysit while they were renovating, and now I don't really have much left to do. Which means I have plenty of time for the man who declares his love for me.