Lustful grandmother wants to have sex

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.

I hope there are also men who are still attracted to older women, though not literally, of course. I'm actually looking for an active, fun, and above all, spontaneous man.

I'm living life to the fullest and can't get enough of it. I love cooking, shopping, and swimming. I'm looking for a man to enjoy some quality time with, not just a one-time fling.

You know what I'd love? Dating! Just letting loose, like a young girl. And with a happy ending, of course, like a young girl too. Shall we do that? If you want to join me, leave a message; I'm looking forward to it!