Lustful grandmother wants to have sex

What I'm looking for is a nice man who doesn't expect anything crazy from me. Because many men only want to do perverted things with me, and I really don't want that. I'm just looking for a nice person who's kind to me, who lets me live my life the way I want, and who makes my life a little more enjoyable. And if we take it a step further, that's perfectly fine, of course.

A fantasy consists of images, images in my mind, evoked by a scent or event. I don't want to let my fantasy float forever in space, only in my mind. I want to share it, and ideally, I want to act it out. My fantasy is now taking shape as it's written down word by word, letter by letter, and I share it. On the one hand, it's scary, but on the other hand, it's wonderful because I can see if there are other people who share that dream/fantasy. My fantasy is taking photos or making a film while role-playing, while experiencing wonderful sex. One that starts with foreplay, massage, and delicious licking and sucking. That's what I want, that's what I dream of; now all that's left is to make it a reality.

I find it quite a hassle to find a nice sex buddy. I'm not able to do that outside the home. So I'd like to use this method to meet a nice man who's willing to connect with me.

For me it is important that I train every day, you are welcome to join in but you also have to be a bit fanatic.