Lustful grandmother wants sex

I've already been through a lot, which is why I'm here looking for a fresh start with someone special to share the rest of my life with. It sounds too good to be true, but I'm just going for it.

I really want to go for it, I've been looking for a while now but I hope to find someone nice.

No one knows my big secret: I've been good friends with a married man for years. He always held me accountable; I was far too gullible. I've learned from this; I won't make that mistake again. I definitely want to find a man, but he needs to be someone who puts me first; I won't settle for anything less.

I'm quitting, my ex said. I asked him about what, and he said about our marriage. "That's never been the case," I told him, "because you never showed any interest in me after our son was born."