Lonely grandmother wants to have sex

My dark complexion turns off many men, but unfortunately, I can't change that. Inside, I'm just like any other Dutch person. I'm adopted, I've lived in the Netherlands my whole life, and I'm a true Dutch person at heart. I hope to find a man here who sees beyond my dark appearance and doesn't immediately judge me. I don't like being pigeonholed.

The white color I often say means you are a free and open person, but if I were that, why am I still single?

For me it is important that I train every day, you are welcome to join in but you also have to be a bit fanatic.

Your life doesn't end after a divorce, that's what I keep telling myself. But it's getting a bit hard to keep believing it now. I still haven't found anyone willing to go through fire for me. So maybe it is true after all? That your life ends after a divorce? Or are you going to prove me wrong?