Lonely grandmother wants to have fun

Still in full therapy after breaking my hip last year. It's painful and a long recovery process, but I'm still doing my best every day. But then you also realize that being alone is truly being alone.

Since my husband passed away, I've been alone. Herman was a good man, and I'll truly never forget him. I'm not looking for someone to take Herman's place, but rather a nice, sociable guy who wants to grow old with me.

I may be a bit older, but my desire for sex is still strong. Unfortunately, I can't rely on my husband; he's much older and can't keep up with me when it comes to sex. I'd like to meet a younger man, someone who can satisfy me.

If I'm being completely honest, my boyfriend doesn't want to have sex with me anymore because I'm chubby. I'm always horny and can satisfy him. I even caught him cheating. Why do I still have to be the good housewife and not be allowed to have sex with another man?