Lonely grandmother wants sex

I don't want to talk about my husband, I'll just say that right away. All you need to know is that our desires don't quite align, and I'm currently looking for a man who can meet my preferences. I like rough work. Hopefully, you can figure out what I mean by that.

I think I'm one of the few women who was married to a woman and now wants to move on to a man. I'm putting it simplistically, but of course, it wasn't that way. It's not that I'm only attracted to women or men; I'm attracted to both. But right now, I'm really looking for a man because I'm really tired of living with a woman.

In my married life, I simply worked way too much. The only thing that mattered to me was my work. Very stupid, of course, because my husband left because I neglected it. And he was absolutely right. Unfortunately, he didn't want to try anymore, but I've learned my lesson. I'm looking for a new man, and I promise I'll give you all my free time.

Is that even possible? Flirting with a man my age? I always feel so awkward when I go somewhere and try to get a man's attention. I think: "Old woman, don't be so stupid!" But you hear it often, though, that people find new love later in life. And I'd really like that too. Maybe here?