Hot grandmother wants to have sex

If I had to rate my sex life, I wouldn't give it a higher than a 6. I'm looking for more challenges, and my husband is fine with it. He thinks I shouldn't nag and that sex isn't the most important thing. I disagree. I want hot sex, and I want fingers in my pussy again.

My boyfriend is a lot younger than me and still works full-time. Because of that, I don't see him much, and I need a little more attention.

A long time ago—it feels like a past life to me—I was abandoned during my pregnancy. The baby I was expecting had Down syndrome. My partner at the time couldn't cope and left me and his child. My child lived to be 38, and I had to let her go. Despite this immense sadness, I look back on my past with a very good feeling; she gave me so much happiness and joy. I want happiness and joy back in my life, and I hope to find it through this medium.

I'm never bored; my vibrant personality means I can always find something fun to do. But if I'm sitting on a patio, for example, and I see the elderly couples around me having a good time, I sometimes get jealous. A feeling I hadn't experienced before.