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I can't bring myself to call myself a widow. After all, I wasn't married. But suddenly losing the love of your life really takes a toll on you. But I've come to terms with it and want to open my heart again.

The funny thing is, I'm increasingly interested in sex as I get older. I also notice I can let go much more freely. I don't have to hide anymore, and I know I'm actually more feminine and sexy. The pleasure of sex is so wonderful, and I want to experience that pleasure with you someday.

Yes, I'm a little overweight, or maybe even more than a little overweight. I wasn't like that before, and my husband still has that image of me. He finds me unattractive and unfortunately, he doesn't hide it. He doesn't want to touch me anymore, only when he really needs it. Unfortunately, mine has been that way for quite a while, and that's why I'd like to connect with a man who finds larger women attractive. And I hope you can give me some self-confidence back.

It's not easy to find a man at my age, but I'm certainly not giving up. I don't care if he's tall, fat, or slim, but the inner qualities are something I find very important.