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It's strange, I never wanted a relationship because I was afraid of losing my partner to something. Dying, cheating, you name it. I see so much pain in others, I didn't want that. But suddenly I realized I'm alone now, and that's also very lonely. It would have been better if I had known true love, don't you think?

I haven't noticed much, if any, of the menopause myself, but my partner really doesn't want much anymore and can be quite moody sometimes. At times like that, I just want to go out and do fun things with someone else. Unfortunately, I haven't found that person yet, but I'm giving it some time.

For a long time now, I've had a wish, a fantasy. It's to do it with someone I don't know at all. I don't want to meet you first, I don't want to get acquainted, I just want to do it right away. Is that crazy? A bit dangerous, perhaps, but I assume you'll respond if you're honest.

Still looking for excitement, I find it gets more exciting and fun with age. I've gained more experience, I'm more daring, now I just need someone to show it to. I can be a bit dominant sometimes, but I also enjoy being slowed down sometimes.