Delicious grandmother wants young men

I don't know if I'm making a mistake or not. But in everyday life, I never meet the ideal man. One who's enterprising, adventurous, and always up for a fun trip.

What I'm looking for is a nice man, someone who will come visit me regularly for a fun evening. I'm often home alone, and when my boyfriend comes over, the atmosphere is tense.

If you're only looking to get me into bed, you need to look elsewhere. I'm not interested in one night of fun; I want my life to be full of life. I'm specifically looking for the man who wants to continue with me.

Yes, I'm a little overweight, or maybe even more than a little overweight. I wasn't like that before, and my husband still has that image of me. He finds me unattractive and unfortunately, he doesn't hide it. He doesn't want to touch me anymore, only when he really needs it. Unfortunately, mine has been that way for quite a while, and that's why I'd like to connect with a man who finds larger women attractive. And I hope you can give me some self-confidence back.