Delicious grandmother wants young men

A long time ago—it feels like a past life to me—I was abandoned during my pregnancy. The baby I was expecting had Down syndrome. My partner at the time couldn't cope and left me and his child. My child lived to be 38, and I had to let her go. Despite this immense sadness, I look back on my past with a very good feeling; she gave me so much happiness and joy. I want happiness and joy back in my life, and I hope to find it through this medium.

And yet another woman who's lacking. I know, it's almost getting annoying. But surely there are plenty of men who can't get enough from their husbands, and that's how we can be there for each other. Am I right or not?

I could tell a lot of stories here, but that won't get us anywhere. I'm looking for a buddy, perhaps even in a relationship, who can rekindle the flames.

I was hit by a car a while back, I was pretty much in a state of disarray, but I'm starting to get back on my feet now.