Dutch granny

It probably won't surprise you when I say I'm in a committed relationship but feel a lot is lacking at home. I hear it a lot from friends who have the same problem. Apparently, there are a lot of great guys here, so I'm curious.

If only there was someone who would let me be his cherry, someone who thinks I'm special enough to make all my dreams come true. And I mean sex, too, because I still want to experiment a lot in that area.

Poor is the man whose pleasure depends on the consent of another!

I'd condemn anyone else for it, and yet I do it myself, looking for a man alongside my marriage. It's a choice between two evils: a life with a grumpy man without love and affection, or a life with a grumpy man who has love and affection with someone else. So I choose the latter.