Horny grandmother wants to have fun

I'm ready to find new love. I've left my ex far behind, and as far as I'm concerned, he no longer exists. Fortunately, I don't have any children who experienced the divorce, and I'm as free as a bird in that regard.

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.

I divorced a few years ago, and my ex felt the need to date someone years younger than me. Of course, such women are attractive, I know that. But there are also men who see the beauty of aging.

As someone in their fifties, I hope there's still someone on this earth who wants to do fun things with me: catch a movie, cook together at home or go to a nice (but not super fancy) restaurant, enjoy a nature walk (forest, sea, Ardennes),