Old grandmother wants to have fun

Sometimes I think it's hopeless, I had it all figured out but bad luck keeps following me.

There's no communication anymore in our home. Everyone goes their own way, and so do I.

I'm friendly and always there for others. I've also heard that I'm a people-pleaser. It's true that I put myself aside. As long as I don't have a problem with it, others don't have to worry about it. After years of being single again, I want a man who gives me lots of love. I miss that, and especially going everywhere alone is becoming increasingly repulsive.

My biggest wish is to go on a trip with a nice man sometime, watch a movie, just do fun, enjoyable things together.