Dutch mature wants a man

I can't bring myself to call myself a widow. After all, I wasn't married. But suddenly losing the love of your life really takes a toll on you. But I've come to terms with it and want to open my heart again.

Is it pathetic if you try to get off online? Well, if that's the case, I'm just pathetic. I'm sure there are more people who hate it if I try like that, and if those men respond to me, everything will be fine!

I really enjoy a joke now and then. Life can be serious enough, so you have to make it fun for yourself. So, I'm looking for a man who also enjoys joking with or about me, haha.

I've had my own campervan for months now. It's not a small one, it has everything you need. Touring around in my campervan gives me a sense of freedom. Sometimes I leave home and stay away for months. So, you'll need to be prepared for this if you decide to get to know me.