Old grandmother wants to have sex

Over the past few years, I've invested a lot of time and energy in my relationship, but apparently, it hasn't had much effect. Now I'm changing course and thinking about myself. We only live once, after all.

A while ago, I mustered up all the courage and went into a sex shop. I bought a dildo there and haven't regretted it for a second! But hey, a real penis is much more fun!

I don't really have any worries, what I'm worried about is staying single for the rest of my life. It's not a conscious choice for me; I'd really love to have a boyfriend. The only thing is, because of my appearance, I feel a bit out of place, unfortunately.

I miss the company, the attention of a loving man, and someone to put an arm around me when I'm going through a rough time. I'd love to meet a man who wants to explore the future with me.