Delicious mature wants a man

My marriage is very different from what I expected. My husband cheats regularly, and I don't really know what to do about it. The only thing I can think of is doing the same.

Only men who like cream puffs haha

A fantasy consists of images, images in my mind, evoked by a scent or event. I don't want to let my fantasy float forever in space, only in my mind. I want to share it, and ideally, I want to act it out. My fantasy is now taking shape as it's written down word by word, letter by letter, and I share it. On the one hand, it's scary, but on the other hand, it's wonderful because I can see if there are other people who share that dream/fantasy. My fantasy is taking photos or making a film while role-playing, while experiencing wonderful sex. One that starts with foreplay, massage, and delicious licking and sucking. That's what I want, that's what I dream of; now all that's left is to make it a reality.

The man I want to spend the rest of my life with is still very active, mobile, and in good shape. I enjoy getting out and about and taking on many challenges, and I hope you'll be my next challenge.