Sexy mature wants a man

I could certainly post a whole lot here, but where do I begin? Let me just say I don't get bored easily, but things could be a bit more exciting.

I still have a desire for sex, but I can't say the same for my husband. I still have strong feelings for him, but when it comes to sex, I want to meet a man who can give me what I desire.

Yes, I'm a little overweight, or maybe even more than a little overweight. I wasn't like that before, and my husband still has that image of me. He finds me unattractive and unfortunately, he doesn't hide it. He doesn't want to touch me anymore, only when he really needs it. Unfortunately, mine has been that way for quite a while, and that's why I'd like to connect with a man who finds larger women attractive. And I hope you can give me some self-confidence back.

I've actually been alone my whole life. Sometimes a little lonely, but that's just the way it is. Still, I don't want to end up alone. As I get older, I think about it more often, and that's why I want to try to find a companion. I can't say how far it will go yet, but let's just start by making it really cozy.