Lonely granny wants to date

How can I possibly introduce myself here? I'm just a very ordinary woman who's had a lot of bad luck in life. Now I can finally find happiness, preferably with a very kind man. I don't expect much, just respect for each other.

Yes, yes, I still work. I have an important job, where I have to manage things daily. I feel perfectly at home. But when I'm home, I want something different. I want to be dominated by a strict man. And I mean really, really hard. I want to be ordered around; you can make me do anything you want. And if I don't listen, there will, of course, be an appropriate punishment.

Age has nothing to do with enjoyment, but it should be clear what I'm looking for. Hot nights or days, and who knows, we might even become bedmates... Bring it on!

Unfortunately, my partner isn't open to many things anymore, and that's a shame. However, I don't want to leave him. This is the middle ground I've found to secretly have another man.