Dutch mature wants a man

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.

Let me be a common woman, at least I'm doing what I like in life. And not many women can say that; they just live a boring life and don't dare to do anything. I can. And if I have to do that with a married man, I don't mind. I get the benefits, not the burdens—perfect!

I'm just doing my best, but all attempts to find a nice man seem to fail.

It might be age-related, but since I've gone through menopause, I want sex every day (preferably multiple times a day), and my husband doesn't want anything at all anymore. That's why I'm looking for a young, energetic man who can meet my needs. I'm sure there are men out there who might be interested...