Delicious granny wants to date

No one believes I'm retired yet; I love that I look younger. My only regret is that this isn't working for me; I can't find a boyfriend. Most men think, "He's so handsome, he doesn't want me," while I'm actually someone who doesn't care about appearances. For me, it's about the whole picture.

I was once overjoyed to be rid of my boring husband. Now that we're a few years later, I'm still happy, but I do miss sex. Even though I'm not the youngest anymore, I still have needs, and that's why I thought it would be a really good idea to start looking!

My whole life, I've had to hear people tell me I'm not beautiful. Sometimes I even hear people whisper that they think I'm ugly. It hurts. It's made me so insecure. And that's why I've never had a man. Really, never. I'm that insecure. And yet, I'd love to. But then you have to promise me not to judge me by my appearance.

I'm still just as crazy about it as I was years ago, and my grandchildren love it too. But I don't get anything out of it anymore, in terms of having a fun and a little crazy evening.