Delicious granny wants a sexdate

I have no idea if I can truly call myself old yet, but I certainly don't feel old, just very naughty. I've been single for a while now and completely sexless. I don't pick up men at the pub, but maybe I'll find a quickie here!

I still love taking photos of myself and my family. But it feels more and more like forced cheerfulness, which really irritates me.

What's more fun than a buddy to do fun things with? Will I find that buddy here?

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.