Sexy mature wants a man

I don't really have any worries, what I'm worried about is staying single for the rest of my life. It's not a conscious choice for me; I'd really love to have a boyfriend. The only thing is, because of my appearance, I feel a bit out of place, unfortunately.

Sometimes I need a break from boring married life. I seem like a perfectly decent woman, and usually, I am. But sometimes, and this is definitely the case, I need to break free with a man who's not mine. It's basically cheating. It's exciting!

I don't really know how to begin and I don't really know why I ended up here, but I miss companionship in my life and feel lonely. So I'm looking for someone who can fill my loneliness.

Peace is what I'm looking for in my life. I've started yoga, and that's something. It helps my body, but I'm also looking for peace and enjoyment at the same time.