Old granny wants a sexdate

I'm not the type to openly reveal why I'm here. I just want to tell you that I'm looking for a man with whom I can have a wonderful time. I'm in a relationship, but I'm home alone far too often.

What should I actually put here? It says something about me, but what would someone be interested in knowing? You can also just ask me anything.

My partner needs a lot of care and I give him that with love, but it would also be nice if every now and then there was someone who wanted to take care of me and let me enjoy myself.

My whole life, I've had to hear people tell me I'm not beautiful. Sometimes I even hear people whisper that they think I'm ugly. It hurts. It's made me so insecure. And that's why I've never had a man. Really, never. I'm that insecure. And yet, I'd love to. But then you have to promise me not to judge me by my appearance.