Lonely granny wants to fuck

A long time ago—it feels like a past life to me—I was abandoned during my pregnancy. The baby I was expecting had Down syndrome. My partner at the time couldn't cope and left me and his child. My child lived to be 38, and I had to let her go. Despite this immense sadness, I look back on my past with a very good feeling; she gave me so much happiness and joy. I want happiness and joy back in my life, and I hope to find it through this medium.

I'm still very much alive, I have a good job, a lovely family, but I just miss the company of a man in my life.

My marriage is actually long over, but I'm still officially married. My husband is in a nursing home, but he hasn't recognized me for a long time. I still visit him every week, though. Anyway, I don't want to be alone and therefore hope to find new love here. If you have any questions, please feel free to ask. I'm an open and honest person.

I may be living with someone, but my partner can't give me enough. I still have that feeling that there's more, and that I want more. That's why I'm here. I want to be pampered and push myself a little further. Just like those stories you read sometimes. Who, oh who...