Lonely grandmother wants young men

Hello, I'm Mandy. A somewhat mature woman, but still in the prime of my life. I still enjoy every day, and I actually have everything my heart desires. But there are still things I used to do often that I don't do anymore. Would you like to find out what those are?

I still love being pampered in a certain way. I'd be happy to explain this in person if your libido is still high and you'd like to see me lying there next to you.

Now that I'm still single, I'm starting to doubt whether I still have a chance with men. I don't want to be alone and want to enjoy myself with someone. I'm sweet, spontaneous, and have my act together.

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.