Lonely grandmother wants sex

I've been single for years, divorced after a marriage of over 25 years. What I'd like is to meet a man who is also divorced and ready for a new relationship.

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.

Let's start at the beginning. I'm a fun and sweet woman looking for some male attention again. Being single has both advantages and disadvantages, so I hope to find a nice man to spend my free time with.

Tired of being alone, I'm looking for someone to give me warmth and love.