Horny grandmother wants to have sex

Photography is a passion of mine, and I often capture myself on film. However, one day I'd like to have a man in front of my camera and capture him on film. I'm not responsible for what happens afterward.

I've recently become a full-blown golfer. You'll probably think I'm crazy, but it's truly relaxing for me. Even though I can't enjoy it at all yet, it's still very important to me.

Yes, I'm a little overweight, or maybe even more than a little overweight. I wasn't like that before, and my husband still has that image of me. He finds me unattractive and unfortunately, he doesn't hide it. He doesn't want to touch me anymore, only when he really needs it. Unfortunately, mine has been that way for quite a while, and that's why I'd like to connect with a man who finds larger women attractive. And I hope you can give me some self-confidence back.

No, we're not fighting, and I still get along with my ex. But we were just tired of each other. That happens, and then it's better to move on alone. We still see each other, but it's purely friendly, and that's fine. But I do want to find a man with whom I can feel the passion. Because that's still there, you know!