Dutch granny

It's strange, I never wanted a relationship because I was afraid of losing my partner to something. Dying, cheating, you name it. I see so much pain in others, I didn't want that. But suddenly I realized I'm alone now, and that's also very lonely. It would have been better if I had known true love, don't you think?

I'm not very picky, because I know I'm no longer the prettiest woman in the world. My partner isn't very interested in me anyway, so I'll see if I'm still desirable. I'm certainly not boring in bed, that's for sure. But is that enough?

I love a good bottle of wine, especially a dry white. Wine should be a delight for the palate, so I prefer to spend a little more than go for cheap. My attitude isn't the same; I actually spend very little on myself. Not that I'm tight-lipped, I just think twice about whether I really need something. You can discover my other side of the coin; there still needs to be a pleasant element of surprise in the introduction.

Imagine a romantic candlelit dinner, me in my finest outfit, you sitting opposite me…?