Single mature wants a man

Never, ever could I have imagined that my partner would abandon me in my old age. We were married for 47 years, and suddenly he had a younger girlfriend, who could be his granddaughter. The pain has been intense, but life goes on. I have to make something of it; maybe I still have a chance to find a nice, honest, sweet, and trustworthy man.

I'm incredibly curious about what the future holds for me and regularly read tarrot cards. According to my cards, a nice man should cross my path.

Just say what I want? I don't dare; that's not how I was raised. Outwardly, I'm quite introverted and prudish, but in my head...that's where I do the craziest things, and some hot fantasies run through my head. If you want to know what's going through my head, you should come visit me sometime. If you're a bit assertive, and precisely because I don't know you, I might just let loose completely.

At my age, you're often lonely, especially when your employer has just decided to close down the business. I'm often alone during the day. Maybe there's a man in the same boat! Would you also like more than just going up and down? More than just in and out? Would you mind talking to me?