Horny granny wants to fuck

A long time ago—it feels like a past life to me—I was abandoned during my pregnancy. The baby I was expecting had Down syndrome. My partner at the time couldn't cope and left me and his child. My child lived to be 38, and I had to let her go. Despite this immense sadness, I look back on my past with a very good feeling; she gave me so much happiness and joy. I want happiness and joy back in my life, and I hope to find it through this medium.

I'm looking for a lover, a man who knows exactly how to please a woman like me. My boyfriend can't handle me, and besides, I don't see him often, even though my needs are high.

I don't see myself as the sweet grandma who babysits on fixed days every week; people really resent it. Personally, I'm all about my own freedom; I don't want to be tied down by obligations. Especially now that I'm no longer working, I want to enjoy this freedom to the fullest. It's a shame that these days, grandmas are expected to babysit whenever and wherever they want. I'm not happy about that; it says something about my character. If I'm 100% behind something, I'm very difficult to change. This is a brief overview of what keeps me busy; you'll probably get a glimpse of me.

It's a bit like cava, but I also enjoy drinking it occasionally. I'm looking for someone here with whom I can grab a bite to eat when I'm feeling good, and then just see how life goes.