Dutch granny wants to date

I have all the time and opportunity to meet a nice, sweet man. I hope you like me very much and that we can have a happy time together.

After my divorce, which was truly devastating, I went through absolute hell. Fortunately, I now see the light again and am slowly finding the courage to make new friends again.

I'd condemn anyone else for it, and yet I do it myself, looking for a man alongside my marriage. It's a choice between two evils: a life with a grumpy man without love and affection, or a life with a grumpy man who has love and affection with someone else. So I choose the latter.

Unfortunately, my partner isn't open to many things anymore, and that's a shame. However, I don't want to leave him. This is the middle ground I've found to secretly have another man.