Lonely grandmother wants sex

Is it really so crazy that I, as an old person, am signing up here? Where else am I going to find sex, I wonder? Not at home, because my husband is in a nursing home and can't do anything anymore. My girlfriend says I'm too old for this nonsense. I think it's nonsense. I'm hot and still want sex. Sex is an outlet for me, and I desperately need it right now.

I don't dress my age, nor do I act my age. So what do I do? Enjoy life, travel, and look for a nice guy.

I'm a bit busy, and sometimes my house explodes, but I can promise you it's never boring with me.

My whole life, I've had to hear people tell me I'm not beautiful. Sometimes I even hear people whisper that they think I'm ugly. It hurts. It's made me so insecure. And that's why I've never had a man. Really, never. I'm that insecure. And yet, I'd love to. But then you have to promise me not to judge me by my appearance.