Dutch granny wants to date

I love art, and I love different styles. And sometimes it's a bit tricky to combine them.

I've done just about everything in this life, and there are some things I'm not really proud of. A lot of things weren't good, but I have to admit, I did enjoy them. But those days are over; I'm getting too old for all that nonsense. Now it's time for some serious work. A real relationship, one that's stable and where I can find peace. With a calm man who's looking for the same thing as me.

Tell me, what do you really think of me? I've become quite insecure, which is inevitable with a man who always puts me down. Nothing is good enough. The floor isn't clean enough, the food tastes awful, and I'm a complete failure in bed. Is that really true? I'd love to meet a man who's a little kind to me and who can give me back my self-confidence.

I still love taking photos of myself and my family. But it feels more and more like forced cheerfulness, which really irritates me.