Single granny wants a sexdate

I just got back from a wonderful trip to South Africa and I had a wonderful time. I should do something like this more often, but being alone is just lonely.

Bad things have been happening in my life for a while now: my mother is in the hospital, my daughter is going through a divorce, and so on. I've been single for a few years now and would love to meet a nice man who's interested in me as his partner.

If I'm being completely honest, my boyfriend doesn't want to have sex with me anymore because I'm chubby. I'm always horny and can satisfy him. I even caught him cheating. Why do I still have to be the good housewife and not be allowed to have sex with another man?

Unfortunately, my husband doesn't share my views, but I've done it his way long enough. I believe people can love more than one person and shouldn't limit themselves to one steady partner. I've always done it, but the urge has become too strong now, and I'm really going to start looking for a nice man besides my current partner. We'll see how we develop that, right?