Old grandmother wants to have sex

I'm a fun, spontaneous woman, sometimes a little insecure.

Can you cheer me up? I get incredibly grumpy if I don't have sex for too long. And I'm starting to get a bit grumpy again, so I want to be there for you. I want to get laid as soon as possible; then there's no problem. You can definitely come more often to keep my mood up!

In the last years of my marriage, we lived more like brother and sister, so I've been longing for a loving relationship for a while. I finally have the time and space for it now, and I've also been able to process the separation well. I'd love to get in touch with a nice man, and then we'll see what happens.

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.