Holland mature wants a man

Have you ever done it out of revenge? I think it feels really good. I want to do it sometime. I won't bore you with why I want to do it out of revenge (although it's pretty obvious), and if you really want to know, I'll tell you. But for now, I just really need a man to help me with this.

Retirement is just around the corner, and I'm really looking forward to it. Finally, no more bossy obligations, finally sleeping in, finally living the life I want. And more importantly, finally time for a loving husband, whom I hope to find this way.

A buddy, someone you can tell everything to, someone you can trust—that's what I hope to find. Divorced and alone.

It won't be long before I actually retire. I'm dreading it a bit; being home alone every day isn't exactly my thing. I can visit my children regularly, but I don't want to take them away. I do want a husband who wants to spend quality time with me.