Holland grandmother wants to have sex

It took me a long time to admit that I sometimes enjoy rough sex or S&M. My husband isn't into it, so I'm taking my chances here. If you're a good master, I'll be the perfect slave.

I'm friendly and always there for others. I've also heard that I'm a people-pleaser. It's true that I put myself aside. As long as I don't have a problem with it, others don't have to worry about it. After years of being single again, I want a man who gives me lots of love. I miss that, and especially going everywhere alone is becoming increasingly repulsive.

Macho men around my age aren't my type; I even wonder if they even exist anymore. I always say, just act normal, that's crazy enough. That also applies to the man who wants to meet me sometime.

Can I challenge you? To actually show up? Because I've tried a few times now. Sometimes I even made an actual appointment, but it's happened more than once that I've been waiting for nothing. So, that's why I'm asking if I can challenge you. To actually show up for an appointment. Will you?