Holland grandmother wants to have sex

As you can see in my photos, I have a lovely mouth. I can certainly put a lot in there, but I'd prefer something other than a carrot.

I've done just about everything in this life, and there are some things I'm not really proud of. A lot of things weren't good, but I have to admit, I did enjoy them. But those days are over; I'm getting too old for all that nonsense. Now it's time for some serious work. A real relationship, one that's stable and where I can find peace. With a calm man who's looking for the same thing as me.

What should I actually put here? It says something about me, but what would someone be interested in knowing? You can also just ask me anything.

My whole life, I've had to hear people tell me I'm not beautiful. Sometimes I even hear people whisper that they think I'm ugly. It hurts. It's made me so insecure. And that's why I've never had a man. Really, never. I'm that insecure. And yet, I'd love to. But then you have to promise me not to judge me by my appearance.