Delicious granny wants a young guy

Maybe I've gone a little overboard with healthy eating, but otherwise I'm sociable.

I do have "single" listed on my profile, but it's a bit different. My husband has dementia and has been in a nursing home for years. Things have gotten to the point where he doesn't recognize me or the children anymore. I visit him every week; it's a real ordeal to see your own husband deteriorate like that. I don't have a married life anymore; what I'm looking for is a man who can accept that I'm still married on paper. I can't bring myself to get a divorce; it feels like a stab in the back for my husband.

My youth seems to have returned after turning 50. I feel great and I miss the attention. I'm married, so I'm not really looking for a real commitment. But I actually think a companion wouldn't hurt. Just to create some more joy and freshness.

I'm only looking for serious men, and I hope they're only around my age. Almost retired and with all the time in the world to spend a wonderful time with a sweet man.