Dutch grandmother

I used to be very shy. And until recently, I still was. But I took a course that's made things much better. My self-confidence has grown considerably, and I've realized I'd actually like to connect with a man. We'd do something fun together and see where it goes. Discreetly, though, as I'm in a relationship.

Maybe it's a bit strange, but I don't want a man my own age anymore. I'd rather have them a bit younger. They're not any more energetic and enterprising. After fifty, men age very quickly. But not me. I still have a lot of energy to burn, so that's why I want a young man. Shall we see who has the most energy?

I'm sweet, I'm kind, I'm sociable, but I have one downside: I like to wait and see. My trust has been damaged quite often.

Everyone can see how proud I am of my body, but no one really looks at me. I also want to receive a compliment or have a fun night out.