Single oldie wants a sexdate

It feels like I'm not in a relationship at all. The time we spend together is like brother and sister, and I'm completely done with it. I don't want to continue with my boyfriend and want to meet a man full of passion and love.

A long time ago—it feels like a past life to me—I was abandoned during my pregnancy. The baby I was expecting had Down syndrome. My partner at the time couldn't cope and left me and his child. My child lived to be 38, and I had to let her go. Despite this immense sadness, I look back on my past with a very good feeling; she gave me so much happiness and joy. I want happiness and joy back in my life, and I hope to find it through this medium.

The man I can trust, who sees me as the most beautiful in the world, and who wants to share his life with me is the man I'm going for. I hope to meet this sweetheart soon and have a wonderful time with him.

It's been four years since my husband died, and I've had to manage on my own all that time. Now that I'm retired, I have plenty of time to meet a man who, like me, is single and looking for a nice woman like me.