Single grandmother wants young men

I'm very carefully starting to look for a man again. I've had a rough time, but I'm putting it behind me now. I'm going to slowly start dating again. A little flirting, maybe a little more... and then hoping it can lead to a relationship. That sounds really nice.

It would be so nice to just date, have sex together, and have no obligations. I'm not looking for amateurs, but for men who know what to do with a woman like me.

In good times and bad, they always say, "I don't notice anything, unfortunately." I'm more caught up in the adversity; unfortunately, I can't talk to anyone about it. A buddy to talk to would enrich my life; I'd get a wonderful boost from it.

When I went on vacation to Italy with my boyfriend, I fell in love with a much younger man. When my boyfriend wasn't around, we even kissed briefly. Unfortunately, we broke off contact, but I did end up with a hangover. Now I'm completely crazy about younger men. My boyfriend absolutely can't get wind of this, so if we could have discreet contact, that would be great.